{"id":53,"date":"2020-12-10T10:58:00","date_gmt":"2020-12-10T10:58:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/?p=53"},"modified":"2020-12-10T10:58:00","modified_gmt":"2020-12-10T10:58:00","slug":"elni-hagyni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/?p=53","title":{"rendered":"\u00c9lni hagyni"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;M\u00e1r megint<\/p>\n<p>csig\u00e1ra l\u00e9ptem.<\/p>\n<p>Ahogy sz\u00e9tken\u0151dtek<\/p>\n<p>a szervek, tudtam,<\/p>\n<p>ez is az \u00e9n<\/p>\n<p>lelkemen sz\u00e1rad,<\/p>\n<p>\u00e9s az eresz al\u00f3l<\/p>\n<p>t\u00fcnd\u00e9rek figyelnek.<\/p>\n<p>Sokat sejtet\u0151,<\/p>\n<p>szunnyad\u00f3 v\u00e1rosi \u00e9let<\/p>\n<p>nem verhet l\u00e1ncra.<\/p>\n<p>Nem vagyok k\u00e1ba,<\/p>\n<p>\u00e9s \u00e9jt nappall\u00e1 t\u00e9ve<\/p>\n<p>keresem, hogy<\/p>\n<p>engesztelhetem<\/p>\n<p>e cs\u00f6pp l\u00e9nyeket,<\/p>\n<p>kik t\u0151l\u00fcnk f\u00fcggenek.<\/p>\n<p>Cseppk\u0151-bizalmuk<\/p>\n<p>\u00e9rinthetetlen v\u00e1r,<\/p>\n<p>mit bevenni nem lehet,<\/p>\n<p>de ki\u00e9rdemelheted,<\/p>\n<p>ha nem fluoreszk\u00e1l<\/p>\n<p>fejeden a teremt\u00e9s<\/p>\n<p>pap\u00edrkoron\u00e1ja,<\/p>\n<p>ez a hamis nimbusz.<\/p>\n<p>S lelkednek<\/p>\n<p>egyetlen v\u00e1gya,<\/p>\n<p>hogy testv\u00e9re,<\/p>\n<p>ne kir\u00e1lya l\u00e9gy<\/p>\n<p>az elemeknek.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d3vd a talajt,<\/p>\n<p>hencegve b\u00e1ny\u00e1szjogoddal<\/p>\n<p>ne keresd a bajt<\/p>\n<p>bossz\u00fas balrogokkal.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d3vd a foly\u00f3t,<\/p>\n<p>elejtett szemeted<\/p>\n<p>kezeden fekete folt,<\/p>\n<p>mi a kr\u00e1kent<\/p>\n<p>hozz\u00e1d \u0171zi okkal.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d3vd a leveg\u0151t,<\/p>\n<p>mert ebb\u0151l nyersz<\/p>\n<p>inspir\u00e1ci\u00f3t, er\u0151t!<\/p>\n<p>En\u00e9lk\u00fcl a l\u00e9t nyers<\/p>\n<p>sz\u00e9lmalomharc,<\/p>\n<p>gyenge fikarcon f\u00fcgg<\/p>\n<p>sz\u00fcrke \u00e9leted.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d3vd a t\u00fczeket!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c9s ha m\u00e1r<\/p>\n<p>bet\u00f6rve dr\u00f3tpalackba<\/p>\n<p>z\u00e1rtad e f\u0151nixet,<\/p>\n<p>z\u00e1rd el a csapot!<\/p>\n<p>Nyugt\u00e1val, h\u00e1l\u00e1val<\/p>\n<p>dics\u00e9rd a napot,<\/p>\n<p>mert az \u0151 t\u00fcrelm\u00fck<\/p>\n<p>sem v\u00e9gtelen.<\/p>\n<p>Tal\u00e1n fel\u00e9bred\u00fcnk,<\/p>\n<p>\u00e9s nem v\u00e1ltjuk<\/p>\n<p>apr\u00f3p\u00e9nzre<\/p>\n<p>m\u00e1sok \u00e9let\u00e9t<\/p>\n<p>a k\u00e9nyelem\u00e9rt,<\/p>\n<p>mint el\u0151tte k\u00e9tsz\u00e1z<\/p>\n<p>esztend\u0151ben.<\/p>\n<p>De kitartok, rem\u00e9lek,<\/p>\n<p>mint pap\u00edrzacsk\u00f3<\/p>\n<p>az es\u0151ben.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;M\u00e1r megint csig\u00e1ra l\u00e9ptem. Ahogy sz\u00e9tken\u0151dtek a szervek, tudtam, ez is az \u00e9n lelkemen sz\u00e1rad, \u00e9s az eresz al\u00f3l t\u00fcnd\u00e9rek figyelnek. Sokat sejtet\u0151, szunnyad\u00f3 v\u00e1rosi \u00e9let nem verhet l\u00e1ncra. Nem vagyok k\u00e1ba, \u00e9s \u00e9jt nappall\u00e1 t\u00e9ve keresem, hogy engesztelhetem e cs\u00f6pp l\u00e9nyeket, kik t\u0151l\u00fcnk f\u00fcggenek. Cseppk\u0151-bizalmuk \u00e9rinthetetlen v\u00e1r, mit bevenni nem lehet, de ki\u00e9rdemelheted, ha &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/?p=53\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">&#8222;\u00c9lni hagyni&#8221;<\/span> b\u0151vebben<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}