{"id":280,"date":"2012-10-28T13:49:00","date_gmt":"2012-10-28T13:49:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/?p=280"},"modified":"2012-10-28T13:49:00","modified_gmt":"2012-10-28T13:49:00","slug":"eberseg","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.maganyosansetalomacska.hu\/?p=280","title":{"rendered":"\u00c9bers\u00e9g"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\nVaks\u00f6t\u00e9t \u00e9jszaka lett.<\/div>\n

\nMost keveredtem haza a munk\u00e1b\u00f3l,<\/div>\n
\nFesz\u00edt\u0151 aggodalmaim m\u00e1r elm\u00faltak,<\/div>\n
\n-Miket magamban tartottam szok\u00e1sb\u00f3l,-<\/div>\n
\nR\u00f6p\u00fcltem, sarkanty\u00faim csattogtak.<\/div>\n
\nVaks\u00f6t\u00e9t \u00e9jszaka volt. <\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nMindenhol j\u00f3, de a legjobb otthon.<\/div>\n
\nFelkacagtam e gondolatra, <\/div>\n
\nL\u00e1bam fut\u00e1snak eredt, de<\/div>\n
\nSzilaj-sz\u00edvem megvadult az iramra, <\/div>\n
\nTestem m\u00e1r nem volt oly \u00fcde.<\/div>\n
\nMindenhol j\u00f3, de a legjobb mindig otthon volt. <\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nT\u00e1ncra perd\u00fcltem az \u00f6r\u00f6mt\u0151l.<\/div>\n
\nD\u00f6ng\u00f6tt a neh\u00e9z bakancs bok\u00e1mra akasztva,<\/div>\n
\nS\u00falya ny\u00e1ri pehely-sarunak t\u0171nt,<\/div>\n
\nS mintha nimfa-kacajt verne csak vissza<\/div>\n
\nA b\u0171z\u00f6s sik\u00e1tor, feledve a b\u0171nt.<\/div>\n
\nT\u00e1ncra perd\u00fcltem volna az \u00f6r\u00f6mt\u0151l. <\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nCukros csillagok ragyognak a magosban.<\/div>\n
\nEgy-k\u00e9t koron\u00e1s h\u00f3pehely landol b\u00fcszk\u00e9n<\/div>\n
\nM\u00e1morosan kiny\u00fajtott nyelvemen,<\/div>\n
\nAz \u00e9j h\u0171v\u00f6s tisztas\u00e1g\u00e1ba kr\u00e9m-feh\u00e9r tejsz\u00ednk\u00e9nt<\/div>\n
\n\u00daszik be h\u00f6rg\u0151 leheletem.<\/div>\n
\nCukros csillagok ragyognak r\u00e9szegen a magosban.<\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nSz\u00e1ml\u00e1lhatatlanok a szellemod\u00fak.<\/div>\n
\nK\u00f3sza tekintetem bepillant egynek \u00fcres m\u00e9h\u00e9be,<\/div>\n
\nHol csak megf\u00e1radt ember-eml\u00e9keket tal\u00e1l, <\/div>\n
\nKik hajolnak s\u00e1padtan a poshadt leveg\u0151be,<\/div>\n
\nEgy r\u00e1ndul\u00f3 szem torz-t\u00fckr\u00e9ben g\u00fanymosolyt tal\u00e1l.<\/div>\n
\nSz\u00e1ml\u00e1lhatatlanok m\u00e1r a szellemod\u00fak.<\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nMajd hirtelen otthonom kapuj\u00e1ban voltam.<\/div>\n
\nA l\u00e9pcs\u0151h\u00e1zban friss keny\u00e9r illata sz\u00e1llt,<\/div>\n
\nA l\u00e1mpa az ablakban m\u00e1r \u00e9gett, legott<\/div>\n
\nA szomsz\u00e9d \u00e1rny\u00e9k-macsk\u00e1ja \u00e1llt,<\/div>\n
\nMegj\u00f6tt\u00f6mre riadtan felny\u00e1vogott.<\/div>\n
\nAkkor is otthonom kapuj\u00e1ban voltam.<\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nS ki tudja, mi rosszat \u00e9rzett, <\/div>\n
\nEgy t\u00falvil\u00e1gi k\u00fcld\u00f6tt sohasem besz\u00e9lhet.<\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nCsak megr\u00e1ntom a v\u00e1llam. <\/div>\n
\nD\u00favad m\u00f3dj\u00e1ra csapom be az ajt\u00f3t,<\/div>\n
\nVehemensen r\u00fagom le bakancsom,<\/div>\n
\nMoh\u00f3n sz\u00edvom be a ropog\u00f3s illatot,<\/div>\n
\nD\u00f6r\u00f6gve dobom sarokba h\u00e1tizs\u00e1kom.<\/div>\n
\n\u00d6r\u00f6kk\u00e9 csak megr\u00e1ntom a v\u00e1llam.<\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nHirtelen undok, keser\u0171 szagot \u00e9rzek.<\/div>\n
\nK\u00eds\u00e9rtetk\u00e9nt surranok, \u00f6szt\u00f6n\u00f6sen csin\u00e1lom ezt,<\/div>\n
\nBelem\u00e1szok a kulcslyukba, innen<\/div>\n
\nJ\u00f3l hallok, j\u00f3l l\u00e1tok<\/div>\n
\nMinden neszt. <\/div>\n
\nEr\u0151sen undok \u00e9s keser\u0171 szag, amit \u00e9rzek. <\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n

<\/p>\n

\nMit v\u00e9tettek ellened? <\/div>\n
\nSzigony szavak hallat\u00e1n<\/div>\n
\nMely az \u00e9des ajkakr\u00f3l pereg,<\/div>\n
\nCserzett b\u0151rb\u0151l v\u00e9r serken szapor\u00e1n, <\/div>\n
\nS a sebzett l\u00e9lek vad haragra gerjed. <\/div>\n
\nMit v\u00e9tettem ellened? <\/div>\n

<\/p>\n

\n<\/div>\n
\nMint z\u00e1por, hull az \u00e1lnok piszok.<\/div>\n
\nGyilok, r\u00e1galom, ocsm\u00e1ny szitok, <\/div>\n
\nD\u00fch\u00f6mmel m\u00e1r alig b\u00edrok, <\/div>\n
\n\u00c9s m\u00e9gis \u00e1tsz\u00fart mellkasom sajog, <\/div>\n
\nSz\u00edvem facsarodik, \u00e1llam n\u00e9m\u00e1n vacog. <\/div>\n
\nMint z\u00e1por, hull az \u00e1lnok piszok. <\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nEleget hallottam. <\/div>\n
\nS\u00e9rtett f\u00fclem ellen\u00e1ll a rideg k\u00edgy\u00f3 sz\u00f3ra, <\/div>\n
\nKem\u00e9ny faggyal bor\u00edtom b\u00e1natom, <\/div>\n
\nA kulcslyuk mintha sz\u0171k\u00f6s volna, <\/div>\n
\nIdeje kiny\u00fajt\u00f3ztatni petyh\u00fcdt v\u00e9gtagom. <\/div>\n
\nEleget hallgattam. <\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\nEmber, egyed\u00fcl vagy a vil\u00e1gon… <\/div>\n
\nSug\u00e1rz\u00f3 mosollyal a szob\u00e1ba toppanok,<\/div>\n
\nFojt\u00f3 torokg\u00f6rcs\u00f6m hidegv\u00e9rrel \u00e1tv\u00e1gom,<\/div>\n
\nB\u00fcszke f\u0151vel, m\u00e9lt\u00f3s\u00e1ggal meg\u00e1llok,<\/div>\n
\nS kezet cs\u00f3kolok n\u00e9ked, \u00e1rul\u00f3 vir\u00e1gom. <\/div>\n
\nEmber, egyed\u00fcl vagy a vil\u00e1gon. <\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n
\n<\/div>\n

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\n<\/a><\/div>\n

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Vaks\u00f6t\u00e9t \u00e9jszaka lett. Most keveredtem haza a munk\u00e1b\u00f3l, Fesz\u00edt\u0151 aggodalmaim m\u00e1r elm\u00faltak, -Miket magamban tartottam szok\u00e1sb\u00f3l,- R\u00f6p\u00fcltem, sarkanty\u00faim csattogtak. Vaks\u00f6t\u00e9t \u00e9jszaka volt.  Mindenhol j\u00f3, de a legjobb otthon. Felkacagtam e gondolatra, L\u00e1bam fut\u00e1snak eredt, de Szilaj-sz\u00edvem megvadult az iramra, Testem m\u00e1r nem volt oly \u00fcde. Mindenhol j\u00f3, de a legjobb mindig otthon volt.  T\u00e1ncra perd\u00fcltem … <\/p>\n

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